Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Take the Boards by the Horns

On December 8, 2006 I took the National American Veterinary Licensing Exam. A 7+ hour (including 45 minutes of break time), 360 question test that cost me >$400. It was a grueling experience, but there wasn't much time to think about being weary as I plowed through the questions and took short breaks to rejuvenate my brain. I felt pretty good about the test during most of it, but realized afterward that I was unsure about a large percentage of the questions and felt that I was pretty much making it up as I went along. It went so fast I recalled little of the questions.

Last week my classmate Rob notified us that we could learn of our national board exam results by calling a lady at the Oregon Examining Board. Nice to know, but I really didn't want to find out that I didn't pass over the phone. It would be:

"Hi, this is Claire Varney. I was wondering if I passed the board exam... Yeah, my SSN is *******."
"Oh, yes, here we are... score, 400, no pass. I'm sorry. Would you like to reapply to take it?"
And here I collapse in a swoon, or shriek in disbelief, and feel the great disappointment of being in the bottom 10% of veterinary students.

So I didn't call, but waited a couple days and received the results in the mail. My hands shook mildly as I handled the envelope and tried to decipher the text through the paper. I slit the envelope, and observed the paper.
Pass
Score:***
I jumped around the house and sang songs about passing boards. Happy, happy, happy.

Thursday, January 25, 2007

White Robes, Witness Rotten

Apparently working overnight is having an effect (you decide whether positive or negative) on my propensity to post.
This week's "Paws and Tales" episode makes a good point about "Christians" or deceived Christians who stay secluded from the world's population and yet think they are bearing witness. Yes, it is a child's show... I make no apologies. For your enjoyment... www.hiskids.net.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Annoying

I apparently have little internal patience for whining animals. I have endured a lot of it in the last 48 hours.
Sometimes it's not their fault, because their painful. The rest of the time it's still not their fault, because animals do not have the power to choose between right and wrong. However, it SEEMS as if it's their fault because they are just complaining about being in a strange place or not receiving adequate attention or not being taken outside.

If I don't like the situation, and it is not in my power to change the other party (as in the case of patients whom I cannot do behavioral modification with) I guess it's me that has to change. How, I do not know, other than time and perfection.

Owl

I'm working an overnight shift this week -- 10 pm to 8 am. It confuses my brain and takes extra effort to figure out what day it is and whether it's morning or evening. Since I have often driven to school in the dark in the morning, my brain has a hard time realizing that it is actually night on my way to work this week. It is surprised to hear night programs on the radio instead of the typical morning programs.

I went to work yesterday expecting a fairly laid back evening. It wasn't to be -- one patient was intent on trying to crash and I spent a large portion of the night setting up new constant rate infusions and talking to the clinician. Great experience, it really was.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Seriously!

I don't know what my life is coming to... Today I drove into a parking lot, intending to go to a certain pharmacy (the kind with a large gift section), and parked in the adjoining parking lot. I sat there listening to a radio drama for awhile, and then hopped out of my car and headed toward the strip mall. I approached a store, somewhat amazed at the degree of baskets out in front of what I thought was a pharmacy. I walked in, and was amazed at how different the store looked compared to how I had remembered it. I thought perhaps it had converted to a different style of store... until I remembered that there is a craft store in the same strip mall as the pharmacy, and, er, realized that I had inadvertently walked into that store instead of the pharmacy. So I wandered around in the store to not appear as though I hadn't unknowingly walked in there, and left and went eventually to the pharmacy, which was a long way down the sidewalk. My brain, o, my brain.

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Bits of Info

* It snowed today in Corvallis! More snow may be coming from the northwest before the weather changes.

* I am enjoying the small animal surgery rotation -- all of the surgeons are neat and I've been able to see a couple exciting fracture repairs and a larynx surgery. I got to spay a cat, half spay a dog (fellow classmate TF did the other half) -- and I even got to tap a hole and screw a screw into a bone plate. Very exciting. Today we discussed portosystemic shunts -- can any of you recite the uric acid pathway? Can't say I could. It was a great topic.

* My friend LD appeared rather surprised the other day when I showed up with a medical instrument organizer -- perhaps I may be one of the last people she would call organized. :-)

* Someday, perhaps, I will rent a fire lookout.

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Snow Again

I went snowshoeing this weekend, my friends KG, JG (both from vet school) and I. We headed east on Hwy 20 and stopped by the road near a hiking trail. We trekked off into the forest, shoeing along the hiking trail at times (when the trail was a puddle of water), on it at others. The snow was sadly melting, but it was still up to three feet deep in places and we had an enjoyable time.
A few more times snowshoeing, and I'll probably get my own pair of shoes. One of these days I need to do a major, up-hill style expedition.

Not Yo' Friend

Headline News: the snooze button is not your friend.
It encourages minutes to hours of extra slumber when the wise should be up.
It encourages the somnolent to trust their sleepy reasoning and decide how much later to sleep.
It results in non-REM sleep which is not as valuable for the brain.
It produces in at least one user an undesirable aura upon arising.
It results in tardy workers and students.
It results in shody performance.

The snooze button should be used with extreme caution. The Fenestra editor advises the setting of two alarms, with the second to fire at a distance from the bed that requires the complete rousal of the inmate to turn it off.

Monday, January 01, 2007

Gravity/Snow vs Claire

A rumor circulated the small animal medicine service the week before Christmas. The whispering among students had it that we may have Friday the 22nd off, barring having patients in the ICU. My friend KG (a female) seeded the Friday snowshoeing idea, I jumped at the possibility, and we made tentative plans to go. As the coveted day approached, we learned that our fondest hopes were true and we did, indeed, have the day off. The snowshoeing plans turned into skiing, and Friday morning found KG and I rendezvousing at the veterinary school.

We got into my small Toyota Echo because I have chains and her truck weighs, she said, about 2 oz. Am I comfortable driving on snow? Enough to do it, not enough to avoid increased sympathetic tone.
We stopped at GI Joe's to get a Sno-Park pass, arriving just as they opened. I got a season pass and picked up some 130 skis (so short because I have not skied since I was 7 yrs old). We picked up some Veggie Booty from the next door Safeway, and set out toward the Santiam Pass and, more precisely, HooDoo Mountain Resort.
There was a time when I thought driving on snow was dangerous -- and it is, at least more dangerous than a dry road in the dead of summer. But I have grown to appreciate packed snow, especially the kind with gravel of red lava rock imbedded in it. It sure beats slush or black ice. On Friday, we carried chains but did not need them. The drive was fantastic -- the sky blue, snow on the trees, listening to a variety of Christmas music which KG brought along (er, the snow wasn't listening, we were).
The whole skiing experience took me back to the days when my family went skiing near Tahoe, CA. The lodge with skiers clomping around in their ski boots; a lift pass on my coat (now it is fully initiated); riding and getting off the chairlift; setting off into the forest with no one I knew around. KG and I purchased our lift tickets, donned our gear, and set off toward the chair lift. The first time down the hill, I fell, oh, perhaps 5 times on a green-circle but non-bunny hill -- to the great amusement of my friend. My boots were too tight and my feet ached like nothing else and I was worried it would be that way all day. Aching feet sadly do not perform up to speed. Thankfully, I gave them a rest, tightened my boots less, and the rest of the day they were golden (relatively).
The bunny slope became my friend for a few times as I figured out my slaloms and a little bit of the slow-down idea and then I set out on the other green circles. I performed a couple particularly impressive falls/slides, one in which I slid perhaps 20 feet and left my poles way behind. I joked to Kristin that she should pay me for all the endorphins I helped her create (by providing amusing material for her to laugh at). I got my fall frequency down to 0-2/descent by the time we left. My friend KG, on the other hand, had fun on a black diamond slope in between skiing with me.
I had wondered for a while how the whole skiing-in-a-dress idea would function. Friday I wore ski pants and a skirt, and the skirt posed no problem whatsoever. It was rather humerous, however, how it became covered in snow and frozen stiff.

We hadn't given up on the snowshoeing desire, so we left HooDoo before the sun left the skies (that shouldn't be plural). It was getting dusky and cold, and I thought the roads would be icy. So, being the one driving, I chose to put the chains on. Now, the chains I have are not particularly straight forward and they have all sorts of hooks and chains to tighten them down. We got them on with little mishap, tightened them part way between the ski place and the highway, and then discovered that the highway was largely clear of snow. So we stopped at the sno-park across the road and proceeded to take off the chains. One came off, no problem. The other was stuck, somewhere behind the wheel where it was difficult to see. My car does not have considerable clearance, maybe 8 inches max, and I had a mental block against the appropriateness of putting my head under a car (especially since it was running at the time). So I spent the first portion of my rescue attempts lying on my back, feeling blindly behind the wheel. It eventually seemed that the chain was stuck on the axle/something. I realized the necessity of overcoming my mental block, and finally ventured my head underneath the car. The problem was still not entirely apparent, but I realized that I had previously made the situation worse by shoving part of the chains over the axle. I remedied this, jostled the stuck portions, and eventually, after perhaps 15 minutes of labors, the chains we free. Yippee! I had entertained visions of bull-cutters severing the chains away from my car, visions of driving the car with the chains hanging from the axle (not something I would have done) -- and was incredibly thankful not to have to do anything so drastic.

Snowshoeing was fantastic. We strapped on our borrowed shoes and headed off into the forest. The snow was largely untouched, though there was evidence of another snowshoer prior to the last snowfall. We came upon a cabin with the door ajar, the door some 2-3 feet below where we were standing on the snow. Up the hill farther was a larger lodge-type structure, all boarded up and belonging to who knows who -- probably the forest service. I have the itch to go again, on a much longer adventure.
It was a day to remember and cherish for a long time.